I would give almost anything to have him back. My mother says I never really processed my grief, and she's probably right. It is too painful to actually experience. In my head, I accept it but in my heart, I'm still in denial. It just hurts too much. We had no idea 2003 would be his last Christmas.
"When a brain aneurysm ruptures, it causes bleeding into the compartment surrounding the brain, the subarachnoid space and is therefore also known as a subarachnoid hemorrhage (SAH)."
I miss him so much. He is still my hero.
I can still wish my husband a happy father's day, but I just can't celebrate. My children's dad and I are divorced, and my husband and I don't have kids together. It's a difficult day for me, just like his birthday and the day he died.
Happy Father's Day, Daddy!